It's One Of Those Days

It’s one of those days. It’s one of those days you predicted even the night before when you were trying to fall asleep but couldn’t; even though you were incredibly tired. You woke up throughout the night, you actually got out of bed once knowing you were wide awake but still scolded yourself into going back to bed. It’s one of those days that once you finally fell asleep last night it seemed your alarms went off, and then you couldn’t wake up even though your alarms were going off for an hour and a half.

It’s one of those days. It’s one of those days you predicted would not go well. You woke up tired. You woke up not wanting to be awake. You woke up groggy. You woke up cursing in your head about being a female. You woke up trying to think of every reason why you should be awake. You woke up trying to think of every reason to avoid why you should be awake. It’s one of those days you woke up wishing was another day…like tomorrow even. It’s one of those days.

It’s one of those days. It’s one of those days that you have to force yourself to get out of bed. It’s of those days that you have to force yourself to kiss your loved one’s good bye and promise, “I’ll see you later.” It’s one of those days you wanted to lay in bed all day with your lovely and just cuddle. It’s one of those days that you wish your body was not doing what it was doing. It’s one of those days that you are hopeful your mind is stronger than your body. It’s one of those days that you know will be slow. It’s one of those days you hope no one does anything to irritate you. It’s one of those days that you hope you can find your patience. It’s one of those days that makes your leg jerk up and down from anxiety over who knows what as you write this. It’s one of those days you can’t explain, justify, or understand why it is what it is.

It’s one of those days. It’s one of those days that regardless of how I may predict or assume it will turn out, I can control how I feel about it. It’s one of those days that I decide how I feel, how I want to react, how I want to interact with others, how I want to perceive myself and the world. It’s one of those days that I won’t let be ruined because of whatever frivolous and temporary matters may be plaguing my mind. It’s one of those days like any other day…possibly with more hormones and additional irritations. It’s one of those days I choose my path; I choose my words; I choose my feelings; I choose my thoughts; I choose.

It’s one of those days.

Keep on Keepin on.